Sweet lips

You know what I’m tired o?

Trying so hard to keep this relationship together when I shouldn’t.

I shouldn’t be caring this much if  you don’t. What are you doing to me? Why are you still here? I don’t know what I want or want to do anymore. I just want you to stop ignoring me and STOP LYING TO ME. I just want you to make time for me. Is it really that hard? I want to fall in love again, but not with you. I think I’m done with you. I do love you, and you’ll always be my first, but when it’s really time to let go, it really is. I will always hate the fact of letting you go and seeing you with another girl if I ever see you again, but I just feel like I have no more energy to keep it. I will always hate the fact I wont feel your special touch and voice of yours, but I don’t think I can do this anymore. I don’t want to regret anything, but i just don’t know what to do anymore….I just want you to care about me that’s all I want. I want you to want to talk to me, make time for me, want me like you could never imagine with another person, cause I feel that to you, so why can’t you do the same for me? You don’t love me? leave.